Who Am I?
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In a world that is constantly pressuring you to live up to
the so-called ‘social norms’ or admiring people who are completely different to
you can make being yourself very difficult. Over the years I have constantly questioned who I am and who I want to be. My constant stream of changing friends and environments I find myself in has led me to try and be things that I'm not.
"Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successful personality and duplicate it."
For me, conforming to social pressures has never been an issue. I've never tried to be a girl who loves pop music, who loves white converse and shops for light blue high waisted skinny jeans. I never have been and never will be. Don't get me wrong I love skinny jeans, but black ones settle nicely with me.
"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."
In the back of my mind I have always known who I am, I just wanted to try something different. I tried to kid myself that I was happy like that, and my chances at life would change but deep down I knew they wouldn't. I am lucky that at 17 I know who I am and in the future that could change, but the chances are very slim. When I think of who I am, the experiences I want to face, the things I do or plan to do in everyday life I am overwhelmed with excitement and happiness.
"Be individual, go against the grain, stand up and say THIS IS WHO I AM!"
I know that I am the girl who is obsessed with music, who spends 50% of my time at gigs and would make that 100% if I could. I am the girl who loves to make friends whether they are like me or not and I focus of surrounding myself on those who I feel could have a positive influence on my life. I am the girl who wants to go to a gig 7 hours early and wait, not to get to the front but to meet the people inline who share the same passions and interests as you. I am the girl that can only dream of becoming a journalist and I will do everything in my power to become that. I am the girl that would much rather wear vans, skinny jeans and flannels than heels and crop tops. I am the girl that become overwhelmed when they meet band members not because they're famous but because most of them are awesome people who have helped me through a lot whether they know it or not.
And because of this, my blog is going to change. I still love blogging and it's something I've always wanted to do but the content will change. It will be more like me. There will still be my fashion posts just with different looks, there will still be the same beauty purchases and hauls, there will still be my favourites and things I'm passionate about, it will just be with slightly more edge. There will be more music, more influences and everything surrounding that. I want to make it more personal, more me.
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